i'd rather look happy and seem that i'm feigning exhilaration, than be a bitter bitch by frowning infront of him. but still, my initial reaction was that i fell silent, not because i am hurting, but because i am still trying to digest the thought. i'm still trying to figure out what i really am feeling. and it took me 5 hours to realize that i have moved on. it might hurt, but maybe not as much as it would if this happened days, or weeks ago. i am happy for you, and i do hope it lasts.
preparing for another arduous week. exams on wednesday-friday. meaning, no lunch dates, and no ludy's night in elbi. no princess hours and less hours for blogging. pff!
met up with highschool friends last saturday. i didn't realize just how much i missed them, ofcourse twas emotional, because we have to reprimand the straying vienne. but that wasn't until 7, or something. jear, ayin, nicole and i have benn together since 10. and we ate and stayed at pizza hut for three long hours catching up with stories. and if by some sheer twist of fate they get to read this, i just like to say that i super love you guys. and i just remembered what jajhing told vienne, "kapag pinahamak ka ng mga tropa mo ngayon, magalit ka man samin dahil pinapagalitan ka namin ngayon samin at samin ka pa rin babalik" i might push the tropa bahind my priorities right now, but i really do love them.
ok, excuse me, as i return to my 'othello'
right now, literature is a burden to me.
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