highlights

i'm actually not in the mood to write, but since i'm awake so early and i have nothing to do anyway, i figured what the heck. and since i don't have anything crazy or whatever to write about, i'll write about the highlights of my past weeks.


selle and weng back in the apartment.

we had an italian night during the first week of classes. the pizza, the pesto, the roasted chicken, the works. parang first sem lang.
and they were also here last week, kasi nagvideoke kami dahil may dalang magicsing si denise.
tine's missing, but she goes to the apartment a lot, only i think she goes straight up to the boyfriend's apartment.

Joseph and Ehm: Finally together
so she's been going up a lot too, and i often find myself alone in the apartment.
or with mark and denise, playing cards or doing whatever just to stop ourselves form sleeping early.
okay, a bit exaggerated , although some nights were like this though, dagdagan mo pa ng pancit canton.
anyway, i'm happy for both of them. ehm's really happy and she deserves to be.

Burger King Date
we've been going out together or staying in the apartment a lot lately, i know it won't be like this once 'real' studying starts. so i'm enjoying it.
we went to burger king, the second week of the school year, i think. we didn't stay long though, we all had lots to do at the apartment. i had fun.
eto yung mga klase ng araw/gabi na i don't care if i eat a lot, if i gained a couple of pounds in just one sitting, basta masaya.

Diliman and Trinoma with Pen
ok. this did not happen in elbi, but anyway, ehm, pen and i went to diliman to buy the book for eng1.
tas nagtrinoma kami. ehm and i are so happy cause we already know how to get to trinoma, to boni, to diliman, from binan. feeling naman namin we can get anywhere just because of this.
also pen's been staying at the apartment for the past two weeks. i'm glad she became friends with chase, mark and tj.
she goes on a self-declared holiday and we have classes til 7, we go home and find our apartment squeaky clean.
next week, we're going to teach her how to cook, para pag uwi namin
may pagkain na rin. hahaha. joke lang.

i got a haircut...again.
i know. it's crazy. i miss my long hair, sobra. and i know i've been ranting about just how much pero i had it cut.
shorter than ever, i have no idea what's gotten over me. it's ugly.
when i had long hair, or even the last short one, almost every other day was bad hair day, but still there are days that they actually look decent, beautiful, even. eh ngayon, everyday bad hair day, seryosos. it's that bad. i won't even post a picture.

no dull moment
that should be posted right outside, in the middle of 102 and 103's door.
lately lots of things have been going on the apartment. meetings. videoke nights. card nights. inuman session. chismisan. i wonder when vane and gel would start suggesting their usual - poker and bingo. i crave quiet nights too, and we actually had one last week. pen, denise and i just watched clueless in marks room. and after that when most of the apartment people has arrived, tumambay lang kami sa tapat ng apartment, para magchismisan at kung mag anu pa.

oh yan. yan lang naman talaga ang nangyayari sa elbi, nothing about acads. joke lang. well actually, i've tons to do for acads. i've to memorize my lines for the scene study chever for thea108. i've to do a paper about agyu and a tanaga for fil 21. i also have to be done with the brochure, and study for coma105. maybe i could fit in a movie night next week. or atleast a dinner at bonitos. or not.

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for someone who's got tons to write about, i sure am bored.
anyway, i was in mandaluyong for two days and two nights. i stayed at Denise's. that was from wednesday night to friday morning. let's re-cap. wednesday night, we watched Only You (Robert Downey Jr. and Marissa Tomei) and Wedding Date (the majestic, the beautiful beautiful, BEAUTIFUL Dermot Mulroney and Debra Messing) and slept, next to Maki, Denise's dog. sleeping with her dog is not exactly something i'm comfortable with.. but i survived two nights. and the dog is CUTE, so. thursday, went trinoma-ing. haha! i enjoyed it. topshop was on sale and the coolest leather bomber jacket was only for 3500, and on 50% off too. you could just imagine how it made me extremely sad. a topshop leather jacket for 1750? what could possibly be better than that? because of this trip we both ended up with a list of things we have to save up for, among which are the mustard yellow bag from Bayo, one kedette from Keds or one a little better looking from red ecko - whichever's available, and a zoo york hoodie.. after drooling over over-the-budget stuff and eating like pigs we went to the hotel where his father works, and ate dinner. had T-bone steak, i forgot what Denise had though, it was grilled something. we watched Cold Mountain (Jude Law, Nicole Kidman, Renee Zellweger) i super loved it. cried like crazy. i kept thinking about nicole's letter when she was telling jude "if you are fighting, stop fighting. if you are marching, stop marching. and come back to me. that is my only request, for you to come back to me." also when jude law was hurt and he was lying in bed telling an old lady about cold mountain, how even only the sound of the place could break his heart. "it's her" he said, "she's the (i forgot the word, was it destination?) i'm heading to". denise and i were bawling like babies. kuya ouel was right, it really is a good movie. we then watched It's A Boy/Girl Thing, it was funny, for a teen movie-i actually enjoyed it. and we left for Binan early friday morning. Denise was here in Binan from friday afternoon til sunday morning. we watched american idol marathon nonstop and read Hot magazines, and ate, ate, ate.

last night was Ehm's debut. she was miserable and i so love her, y'know, i love her with every drop of water in the sea and it sucks that the people she cares about does not give so much of a damn as to show up. i was depressed with my own debut, the make up and the hair was a disaster and some people won't be able to come. it sucks because i go the distance, literally and metaphorically. most of the debuts i went to are in manila, and binan is not really just around the corner and still i come. i do whatever sacrifice i have to just to be able to come. of the dozen debuts i was invited to, i probably only missed two or three and mostly because i had a prior commitment or another debut was on the same night. and so it's really hard to .understand why these people could not go the same distance. but i could not imagine the pain ehm must be feeling, only 15 of her highschool and college friends came. oh, the rain showed up, and that sucks. i only wish the gifts compensated for a lot of absences. but ofcourse, it will not. whenever i think about how ehm chose this party over more practical stuff because she aways say that she wants to spend this special day with the people she loves, i cry a little inside, because these people didn't show up. her 18th rose was mia. M.I.A.! i always wondered how miserable it would be if my own 18th rose was missing. i love ehm, i hope she gets over this.

anyway. i'll post some pics, once i've uploaded 'em. right now, i'm busy perez hilton-ing.

another moheeecaaaaaah amp day

i've been having a lot of bad days lately. but this is by far the worst. guess why? moheeeecaaaaa!
i'm so pissed off. i'm emotionally and mentally drained. i can't stop bawling. i sooo hate this day.

and it's so selfish, i know, but i've been wanting tj to be home so i can talk to him. gel picked me up from ncas and i come home to ehm, and i talked to them both. i cried to mark and selle too, it's just different when it's tj. i was used to coming home to him on bad days like this one. and i guess i have to accept the fact that im not the center of the world. i can't expect my friends to gather round me and listen to me cry whenever moheeeca is having a bitch fit. but im just not strong enough to face it on my own. i don't understand why someone like me who was raised to be otherwise could have such a faint heart.

i've probably dehydrated myself from crying too much. im so scared to lose my energy for the christmas party later, but im okay now. i guess i gotta start trying to depend on myself more.

anyway, merry christmas loves. sana masaya ang party na to! <3