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for someone who's got tons to write about, i sure am bored.
anyway, i was in mandaluyong for two days and two nights. i stayed at Denise's. that was from wednesday night to friday morning. let's re-cap. wednesday night, we watched Only You (Robert Downey Jr. and Marissa Tomei) and Wedding Date (the majestic, the beautiful beautiful, BEAUTIFUL Dermot Mulroney and Debra Messing) and slept, next to Maki, Denise's dog. sleeping with her dog is not exactly something i'm comfortable with.. but i survived two nights. and the dog is CUTE, so. thursday, went trinoma-ing. haha! i enjoyed it. topshop was on sale and the coolest leather bomber jacket was only for 3500, and on 50% off too. you could just imagine how it made me extremely sad. a topshop leather jacket for 1750? what could possibly be better than that? because of this trip we both ended up with a list of things we have to save up for, among which are the mustard yellow bag from Bayo, one kedette from Keds or one a little better looking from red ecko - whichever's available, and a zoo york hoodie.. after drooling over over-the-budget stuff and eating like pigs we went to the hotel where his father works, and ate dinner. had T-bone steak, i forgot what Denise had though, it was grilled something. we watched Cold Mountain (Jude Law, Nicole Kidman, Renee Zellweger) i super loved it. cried like crazy. i kept thinking about nicole's letter when she was telling jude "if you are fighting, stop fighting. if you are marching, stop marching. and come back to me. that is my only request, for you to come back to me." also when jude law was hurt and he was lying in bed telling an old lady about cold mountain, how even only the sound of the place could break his heart. "it's her" he said, "she's the (i forgot the word, was it destination?) i'm heading to". denise and i were bawling like babies. kuya ouel was right, it really is a good movie. we then watched It's A Boy/Girl Thing, it was funny, for a teen movie-i actually enjoyed it. and we left for Binan early friday morning. Denise was here in Binan from friday afternoon til sunday morning. we watched american idol marathon nonstop and read Hot magazines, and ate, ate, ate.

last night was Ehm's debut. she was miserable and i so love her, y'know, i love her with every drop of water in the sea and it sucks that the people she cares about does not give so much of a damn as to show up. i was depressed with my own debut, the make up and the hair was a disaster and some people won't be able to come. it sucks because i go the distance, literally and metaphorically. most of the debuts i went to are in manila, and binan is not really just around the corner and still i come. i do whatever sacrifice i have to just to be able to come. of the dozen debuts i was invited to, i probably only missed two or three and mostly because i had a prior commitment or another debut was on the same night. and so it's really hard to .understand why these people could not go the same distance. but i could not imagine the pain ehm must be feeling, only 15 of her highschool and college friends came. oh, the rain showed up, and that sucks. i only wish the gifts compensated for a lot of absences. but ofcourse, it will not. whenever i think about how ehm chose this party over more practical stuff because she aways say that she wants to spend this special day with the people she loves, i cry a little inside, because these people didn't show up. her 18th rose was mia. M.I.A.! i always wondered how miserable it would be if my own 18th rose was missing. i love ehm, i hope she gets over this.

anyway. i'll post some pics, once i've uploaded 'em. right now, i'm busy perez hilton-ing.

bumblebaby's turning into a lady

somebody's old enough.
to do what i'm not sure.
but she is.
old enough to get in jail, maybe.
to love? haha!
to drink? hmmm...
but no matter how old she is.
she will always be 17 to me.

I LOVE YOU BUM!

of debut plans and getting spoiled every once in a while

papa's thai officemate, Sukalya is here in the Philippines, and because she wanted to see a volcano and kept pointing to Mindanao in her map, haha, we took her to Tagaytay. but the weather's not so kind as the heavens were pouring perpetually, and because it's tagaytay you could just imagine how thick the fog was, so we kept driving and driving.

then we chanced upon Sonya's Garden, and we have been talking about it for months now, so the rough road didn't bother us much. and it was majestic, it's so beautiful. i finally found my venue. this is it, it's perfect. it's so beautiful it almost made me cry, haha! really, it's so beautiful. i love it so much that i bet my parents couldn't say no when i asked them to let me celebrate my debut at Sonya's Garden's Greenhouse.

ofcourse the rest of my debut plans would have to be cancelled, the band, the lights, the gown and even the theme. because the venue is classy, i couldn't continue with the comics theme where kuya paolo aka creative director kuya of mine would be very much active. the band and disco at the end is without a doubt out of place in this whole peaceful ambiance, so maybe i'd go for a jazz band. oh God, im so excited. mom called after they dropped me off at elbi after the trip to sonya's and lunch at josephine's, she said it's going to cost a lot but not too much. but i love it, and she does too, haha.

i know i said i'll write about rashomon, but maybe later. oh and i googled those photos, i'll soon replace them with my own shots of sonya's garden.

hollywood stars for the night

last night was B-an's debut. i have to travel all the way to Diliman from Binan. met up first with Bop in megamall, strolling in my pink tube dress. haha! it's my first debut without the three guys, but i enjoyed it anyway. and i think that the party would've turned out to be completely different if they were there. they didn't even know that i went, i wonder if we're having a falling out. nah. i don't think so.

the theme of B-an's debut is hollywood, so we had these name tags with hollywood stars' names in it. i am Rachel Bilson. Bop is Tyra Banks. Hazel, Sarah Jessica Parker. Jax is Ellen Degeneres. Gel, Julia Roberts and Diego is Elijah Wood. twas cool. i had fun. but in the middle of the dancing, my face started to itch real bad. we thought it was the make up, because for the first time, Bop bought this really cheap blush-on. but then again i also have this spots on my back, so it can't be the make up. another theory is that it's the rum in the tiramisu of which i had a big slice of. or the flowers. we're not sure actually, the red spots are gone after 30mins anyway.

hung out at starbucks in tomas morato before heading home. we have to fit in Diego's crv, all 6 of us + his driver. i was asleep the whole ride home. and i was awake until 5:30 am. haha! studying for my NASC4 exam, or not.

catching up

i've obviously been busy, the production has been filling up my sched. i lack sleep, food intake and time for pleasure. there are nights, midnights even, when i could just rain dennis gupa with all the possible profanities there is in this world. but then again, i so love pagbulas ng sibol.

i was so occupied that i wasn't able to write about my birthday, of which i had 3 parties. one from the apartment people + bop + gel +bian. one from my thespian circle family and one really green (literally) party from my girlfriends (sooo lesbian-haha!).

or about Bop's debut, which took so much effort since we have to rent a driver and pay a lot for the gas. and how from Bop's debut we went straight to Romjulea's debut in pasig, even though her real birthday is not until july. anyway, i love my blue dress which kuya paolo payed for, for a whopping 1,something. it's so simple, barbie like, body-hugging spag strap from sari sari.

bop, gel and i had a lunch date in bonitos. somehow, bonitos, always remind me of the three boys and that night when i had my superman hair. i know not why though, just that i do.

also that kuya rammil arrived last wednesday and we only have been together last sunday because i have to go back to Los Banos, and it's his retreat in Baguio. i was expecting a now blonde brother, but it's not as gold as we all expected it to be. he picked me up from my second play date in ruins. he was with two of his friends from singapore, and all four of us + eme had our dinner in iziz.

other than this, i mostly hang out at ruins. meddling with the props. having conversations with the other backstage people. getting all 'chums' with actors. trying hard not to look too sleepy. and trying harder not to feel sleepy.