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for someone who's got tons to write about, i sure am bored.
anyway, i was in mandaluyong for two days and two nights. i stayed at Denise's. that was from wednesday night to friday morning. let's re-cap. wednesday night, we watched Only You (Robert Downey Jr. and Marissa Tomei) and Wedding Date (the majestic, the beautiful beautiful, BEAUTIFUL Dermot Mulroney and Debra Messing) and slept, next to Maki, Denise's dog. sleeping with her dog is not exactly something i'm comfortable with.. but i survived two nights. and the dog is CUTE, so. thursday, went trinoma-ing. haha! i enjoyed it. topshop was on sale and the coolest leather bomber jacket was only for 3500, and on 50% off too. you could just imagine how it made me extremely sad. a topshop leather jacket for 1750? what could possibly be better than that? because of this trip we both ended up with a list of things we have to save up for, among which are the mustard yellow bag from Bayo, one kedette from Keds or one a little better looking from red ecko - whichever's available, and a zoo york hoodie.. after drooling over over-the-budget stuff and eating like pigs we went to the hotel where his father works, and ate dinner. had T-bone steak, i forgot what Denise had though, it was grilled something. we watched Cold Mountain (Jude Law, Nicole Kidman, Renee Zellweger) i super loved it. cried like crazy. i kept thinking about nicole's letter when she was telling jude "if you are fighting, stop fighting. if you are marching, stop marching. and come back to me. that is my only request, for you to come back to me." also when jude law was hurt and he was lying in bed telling an old lady about cold mountain, how even only the sound of the place could break his heart. "it's her" he said, "she's the (i forgot the word, was it destination?) i'm heading to". denise and i were bawling like babies. kuya ouel was right, it really is a good movie. we then watched It's A Boy/Girl Thing, it was funny, for a teen movie-i actually enjoyed it. and we left for Binan early friday morning. Denise was here in Binan from friday afternoon til sunday morning. we watched american idol marathon nonstop and read Hot magazines, and ate, ate, ate.

last night was Ehm's debut. she was miserable and i so love her, y'know, i love her with every drop of water in the sea and it sucks that the people she cares about does not give so much of a damn as to show up. i was depressed with my own debut, the make up and the hair was a disaster and some people won't be able to come. it sucks because i go the distance, literally and metaphorically. most of the debuts i went to are in manila, and binan is not really just around the corner and still i come. i do whatever sacrifice i have to just to be able to come. of the dozen debuts i was invited to, i probably only missed two or three and mostly because i had a prior commitment or another debut was on the same night. and so it's really hard to .understand why these people could not go the same distance. but i could not imagine the pain ehm must be feeling, only 15 of her highschool and college friends came. oh, the rain showed up, and that sucks. i only wish the gifts compensated for a lot of absences. but ofcourse, it will not. whenever i think about how ehm chose this party over more practical stuff because she aways say that she wants to spend this special day with the people she loves, i cry a little inside, because these people didn't show up. her 18th rose was mia. M.I.A.! i always wondered how miserable it would be if my own 18th rose was missing. i love ehm, i hope she gets over this.

anyway. i'll post some pics, once i've uploaded 'em. right now, i'm busy perez hilton-ing.

desaparecidos update

i'm physically and mentally drained. not only did i have to finish 5 papers for humanities 170 overnight, but these papers i have to do after 3 grueling hours of workshop. and no, not acting but dance workshop. and i know that i don't totally suck at it but i do look more than sucky infront of ate icing. she's really intimidating. ang galing kasi eh.

so anyway, last night was the most painful workshop i've ever gone through with her. last weekend i was in so much pain because of our thursday night workshop, but last night was by far the most painful. it was fun though. una kasi partners lang, and you have to get across the room with your partner in a dance, not really a dance pero basta dat graceful tas kailangan may magkadikit kayo na body parts, it doesn't matter if you roll around, touch each others faces with each other's legs, basta get to the other corner of the room na magkadikit, kahit alin sa katawan nyo. denise was my partner so that was the easy part. then i got to be partners with JR, and seriously i don't even know the guy that well tas para kaming nagsesex sa floor. but it was fun and it's what we're supposed to do so it didn't matter if my face was between his legs or whatever seemingly gross position we got ourselves into. basta go lang. ayun. tas after that we had to do it as a group. yes, all nine of us. man that was torture!! i felt my breasts isolated from my body, one time somebody was rolling over me, then another, parang may umapak pa nga eh, sobrang napress down lang naman ung face ko sa bato-batong floor eh, but we all got so entranced with the music and the movements that nobody seemed to care if we're on each others butts or that we're going to regret this tomorrow when our muscles start to hurt, sobrang thankful ako that nobody smelled bad last night, or i swear it'll be thrice as hard. so yun, yung first try we all ended up above Barok. and i was the one right above him, everybody weighed so heavy on me so you could just imagine how heavy we are for barok. so sorry na. grabe di lang sya nakatayo kahit nung umalis na kami lahat eh. hahaha.

the next activity was still the same, except that we also have to transfer vynne from the right corner to the left corner without any of her body parts touching the floor, we're not allowed to carry her, she kinda has to flow like water, and we have to be sort of a chever, gets yon?? we did it twice before doing it right. BODY PAIN!!! tas yung last part nakahiga ako tas barok was on his back pero basta para kong river tas para syang bridge, intiendes?? like a bridge over troubled water. yown. hahaha! but his weight was on his hands para di sya tuluyang malaglag sakin, tas sabi nya, 'madudurog na kita' sabi ko, 'ok lang' oha?? shiet. mowment. haha ayoko na nga nakakahiya na. nakakahiya. ako.

AYOKO NA. Ayokoooo naaa! HAHA! workshop na naman mamaya. last for the week though, but my legs are killikng me. forget about looking like a foolish dizzy woman when doing the endless turns or when doing the pretzel. o sige kalimutan na rin na i have to do it infront of him, not that he watched though. yon. pero grabe super pasa-pasa ako. haha! buti nalang enjoy.