whatver

everytime i'm not online, i think of all these stuff i want to write about. but as soon as i open my blogger account, my head goes blank. ofcourse, i do remember the nonsense i am about to fill this blog with, i just can't seem to collect the thoughts to actually make it into seemingly meaningful and relevant paragraphs. oh well, i guess i would have to just, keep it simple:

• i should've taken piano lessons this summer. i've already forgotten to read piano sheets, i tried to play coldplay's the scientist the other day, and well-i need some lessons.
• i was planning to write about the CFC issue. to defend the real CFC. although i'm not sure i am in the position to defend the community, being inactive and all - but still, i am a part of it and i do have my say about it.
• i'm broke. i spent too much this summer, even though it sure feels as if i was deprived of any summer activities. turns out i did went out and bought a lot.
• i also gained a lot of weight which sucks because i remember spending a lot of time (well, 30 mins max) exercising with my brother. and because i bought a new bikini that would look extremely good in any body other than mine.
• i'm not a 'brand' person. but i currently have a folder in my notebook containing pictures of overpriced bags and shoes that i want to get a hold of. including miu miu vitello lux satchel, that costs $1,150.00, i found one at ebay that costs a little lighter, P15,000++ okay?! that helped. i know that i won't be able to buy it, but still, i open the folder every once in awhile just looking at it.
• junior year is coming and i'm more scared than my first day in college.
• i don't want to sound like every 18 girl i know, but i hate my hair (i don't know why i had it cut anyway) and i feel fat and boring.
• i want to watch sex and the city and win carrie's manolos at the same time.
• sooner or later it is going to dawn on me that i wasted this summer over nothing productive when i should've 1.) wrote a bunch of poetry for my thesis 2.) read like crazy 3.) watched season 4 and 5 of One Tree Hill 4.) watched sex and the city or oc or whatever 5.) studied piano again
• i'm ranting, aren't i?
  

OF VANESSA AND ZAC

i was googling the miley cyrus vanity fair scandal, and well, i ended up checking out news about vanessa hudgens even from way way back (thanks to Perez Hilton and Justjared). and i really think she looks beautiful, and very stylish at that too. i was not a big fan of her, or her music, but i kinda like her now. she's got great fashion sense, well, i seriously don't have the credibility to talk about fashion, but who cares? i like the way she looks. check it out yourself:

(click to enlarge)
whadya think??

another confession. i am not a big highschool musical fan. honestly, i think it's sorta lame. i think zac's gay and vanessa, well, i used to think she was a sweet girl, that was until the nude pics showed up. but i now think that i will watch out for highschool musical 3 with much, much anticipation. why??
well..... here's why:

you've got to admit. he looks HOT.
maybe he's not gay. MAYBE.
and because of that, here's some more:

ohmy. is that jared leto??
no. it's zac.
(pics from perezhilton)

and for the last picture, because really, i'm beginning to feel embarassed for sounding like some fanatic and also for admitting that i find zac hot. i mean, he's gay although i sure hope not. vanessa on the other hand, is hot in an erotic, er exotic kinda way, as long as she keeps her clothes on. the truth is, i really do find them a hot couple, atleast in this picture:

ugh.